Monday, February 11, 2008

On Being Alone

Yesterday, I saw Andres in a way I've never seen him. I've never seen Dre that moved about anything. I know how much he loves his little sister but I've never seen him like that. When he started talking to her about being alone it struck me that I too, have pulled back from the group again. I've started keeping my life my own again, and I can't do that. My committment was my life is yours. I don't get to take it back. I'm sorry.

If it were up to me, I'd just hang out with my dog. Not that I don't love people, I do, I just prefer to sit and watch tv on my own.

On to other useless things: my allergies are killing me, so much so that I'm going to try and tweak my diet to figure out what the cause is. I'm going to give up animal products for a while because I've heard that sometimes that can help with upper respiratory problems.

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